"It's a darkness I'm familiar with, I easily get lost yet I feel right at home..."

"You've got to have a hold of my Heart, to have a hold of ME...nothing less."

Show me the way, I've lost my direction
Please take my hand, without hesitation
I find it hard to trust, but you're all that I have
All I want to do is make it safely to dry land
Don't let me drown in this deep dark sea
I no longer have the strength I use to have inside of me
I use to swim in this ocean, riding every single wave
Now the tide's pulling me under, I need to be saved

"I've become undone, head to the gun with nowhere to run...the show's just begun."

"My Heart never beat the same again, not after you were gone. Now it only plays that unfamiliar tune, that restless song..."

"Wait for the one that knows your worth and values your heart...wait for the one that only wants to make you smile and looks past your physical and is blinded by your inner shine..wait for the one that makes you feel like the most special girl in the world and wants nothing but to share his with yours...NOTHING LESS."

Creativity

It starts throbbing, it starts aching, just longing for a taste
It’s my hunger for self-expression and it’s written all over my face
Must feed it before it starves, there is no time to waste
It brings me pleasure, fills my soul, creativity…my magical place.

‎"I've survived my past, I will survive my fear...overcoming the obstacles that are near...keep on smiling, never become undone...'my day' is sure to come."

"Bring Me Back To Life"

He awakened her unconscious spirit
Bringing her back to life
She's been lost for so long
Loneliness cut through her like a knife
She never thought she'd see the day
When he would come sweep her away
Her wishes and prayers came true
His love was embedded in her heart like a tattoo
There was never another that was able to tak his place
His love, no one could replace.

"Real Love"

Real love can speak volumes without saying a word
Just one look into her lover’s eyes and she can be heard
Real love is secure, never has a doubt
He will fight 'till the end because he knows what he wants

REAL LOVE.

"Once a piece of your heart has been broken off, it will never feel the same again...never 100% recovered so I will try to love again, with half of my heart and the other 50% on strength alone..."

"It's more than words, it's more than actions...it's about the FEELING at that very moment that matters most and will remain embedded in your heart forever...good or bad."

"For those of you who have been through it all, experienced the fall, put up a wall but still stand tall…know that it’s never too late, always keep the faith, your true Destiny awaits, it’s the one that you create."

"Chemistry"

His aura, his strength, I felt his presence surround me

His voice, his laugh, all of him captivated me

It wasn’t too long before he came close

Out of all of the guys in the room, I wanted him the most

There was no denying it, the chemistry was in the air

To confess my feelings to him, I wouldn’t even dare

I was scared to give in, afraid to fall again

What if he hurts me? What if it all ends?

I’ve been there too many times

That broken-hearted road

Kissing a disguised prince who was really a toad

I had to step back, step back from it all

If it’s really meant, he will break down my wall

"One Night"

He was there for just one night
She needed him to be there

It’s been a long time

She didn’t expect him to come

All she wanted to do is have some fun

His eyes caught her gaze

They spoke to him without words

Straight out of a storybook

It’s hard not to look

She was drawn in

In the middle of the crowd

All she saw was him

When he took her hand in his

Her heart felt like it was ready to soar

He moved closer to her

More and more

She didn’t know who he was

She’s never seen him before

That didn’t stop her

She was in a zone

He held her close

She didn’t want to feel alone

This is what she needed

Just a reminder

Of what it felt like to be loved
He took her hand in his

He brushed his finger on her lips

Then finally he came in for a kiss

He brought her back to life

She looked into his eyes

She finally discovered the truth

It was her Angel, his kiss was her proof

Tears came down her eyes

She said, “Where have you been?”

He replied “I was waiting for you to let me in…”

“Your heart…”

"The End"

Two bodies are calling out to one another

Two souls longing to reach out to the other

It can’t possibly be

This wasn’t meant to be

Through the storms, through the rain

So much hurt, so much pain

It doesn’t make any sense

This doesn’t exist
Why is it there?That magic in the air

Every time they are near

Hearts are full of fear

They know what they hold inside

More powerful than an ocean tide

Every time they come close

All they need is a dose

That’s all it would take

Give up all at stake

They know it’s real

But it’s a done deal

No turning back

Everything faded to black

The End.

"Addicted"

You touch me like that, you touch me like this

I feel all of your passion with each and every kiss

I touch you right here, I touch you right there

I touch you, I tease you, until you can no longer bear

I taste your tender skin, as you caress and taste mine

With your intoxicating affection, your love is like wine

Now you surround all of me, inside and out

Take me there love, I know you can without a doubt

I cry out in pleasure, in happiness and in bliss

I never thought your sweet lovin` could make me feel like this

I am addicted to you, what else can I say?

Just give me one more night love, please tell me that you’ll stay

"The Drug"

Your love is like a drug that I was once addicted to

I went through a withdrawal, healed and finally got over you

Though at times I started feeling down and blue

Feeling such a deep loneliness and thought of only you

My body started shaking and my palms started to sweat

I badly needed the drug and my heart was already set

I went back to the drug, it was my only friend

“Only one more time…I told myself and I promise not to do it again.”

"Within"

I’ve finally found it, that happiness from deep within

I never thought I’d find it, not without him

Let me share my story, I hope that you will learn

Sometimes when love takes over, there’s no where else to turn

The journey was long and it left me feeling helpless

There was no way out and the darkness seemed so endless

It surrounded my being, it captured my soul

I was trapped by a love, that didn’t exist anymore

It took over my heart, it took over my mind

Worst of all, I lost myself and became completely blind

My heart shut down, pushing others far away

I never meant to hurt them, please forgive me this day

All I wanted was to start over, I didn’t know where to go

How can I? I told myself...he’s all that I know

Finally a better day has come and I just thought I’d share

I know at one point in your life, you’ve probably already been there

My heart has opened up to so many wonderful things

Now is the time to appreciate and start new beginnings

Yes! I’ve finally found it, that love from deep within

“If you could only see me now”…I whispered out to him

"Be Yours"

Your powerful stare has captured my soul

Is it only for one night, or can it be more?

A feeling I thought I’d never find again

Has fallen into my arms and taken over within

My mind, my heart, my body, and my soul

Can I be yours forever, to have and to hold?

You make my body react to your warm gentle touch

Oh love, you’re making me want you so much

Your soft tender kisses can lift me up so high

To think that I’ve fallen for you in a blink of an eye

I love your sexy voice, sweet whispers throughout the night

Feeling all of you inside, while you’re taking me to a greater height

I’m loving this moment, I never want it to end

I want to be your lover, I want to be your friend

I want to be there for you, I can give you all you need

All you have to do is give me your heart and leave the rest up to me.

"This Is Love"

The closer I get to you, the more you make me feel

So much joy in my heart, I know this is real

What I hold inside, I can no longer keep a secret

If I give you my heart, will you promise to keep it?

I will show you the sun, the stars and the moon

As we dance to the music of love, that beautiful tune.

I get lost while looking deep into your soulful eyes

You hold me close, telling me that this feels so right

As tears start to fall down upon my face

I want to thank God for all his love and his grace

He has blessed me with an Angel sent from above

This feeling taking over me…oh it must be love

"Stay"

Look at what you’ve done to me

I’ve never felt like this

Taking my breath away with each and every kiss

Leaving me gasping and wanting more

Your seductive eyes, your sensual touch, so much of you I adore

Take me with you, I want to be by your side

I will give you my all, my love has no pride

Hold me close, I want to feel your skin on mine all night

I need you now, my body is calling out to yours in delight

It’s screaming out for yours, body to body, skin to skin

Lord please forgive me, for this is the sweetest sin

Take me now love, you know I’m all yours

The blood is rushing through my body as my heart soars

You take me up so high, to a beautiful place

My imagination takes over as I look at your divine face

You take me to places that I’ve never been before

Baby, you’re making me want you more and more

Just hold me, and control me, I will do as you say

I want you, I need you, my love, please stay.

"Falling For You"

You’re my inspiration, in everything I do

From poetic words of love, to caring so deeply for you

When I first saw your face you made my heart smile

Please listen to my heart, tell me you’ll stay awhile

I wondered if you noticed the way that I would stare

To have confessed this to you, I wouldn’t have dared

What would you think, this is all too soon?

Though my heart was beating to a different tune

I think I’m in love, what else can it be?

Do you feel the same way? Maybe it’s destiny?

Why did we meet? Only God knows the answer

If it is love, I pray that it will last forever…

"Forever Yours"

Never have I felt such a love like this

Taking over my soul completely, leaving me breathless

As you take my hand into yours,

You whisper in my ear, thoughts that make my heart soar

Your breath on my skin, your scent surrounding my senses

I close my eyes, to capture your aura of passion which seemed endless

Only you can take me to the sky, up so very high

Spending the night in your arms, time just seems to fly

Tasting your sweet lips, caressing your body gently

As I look into your eyes, I smile, knowing that you do love me

It feels so good, this feeling that I hold inside my heart

A feeling so secure, knowing that our love with never ever part

My baby, my love, I want to give you my all

Take me as I am, and I will be forever yours...

"If It Isn't Love"

If I’m not in love with you, then what is this I’m feeling?

If I’m already over you, then why isn’t my heart healing?

If it isn’t love, then why do I feel like this?

Why am I longing only for your gentle touch and kiss?

Those endless nights of sweet affection

When only your lovin’ was my heart’s direction

Please tell me why, I can’t get you off my mind

You are my ray of light and I’ve become completely blind

You are all I see and my soul cries out to yours every restless night

My love, I can’t give up on you, not without a fight

I’ll leave it up to the Lord, he knows what to do

I have hope, I have faith, my Lord, I leave it up to you…

"No One"

No one can replace your gentle touch

The one that I miss oh so much

No one can replace your kiss

Or your soft and tender lips that I truly miss

No one can replace your smile

Or that silly laugh that I haven`t heard in a while

No one can replace your sweet lovin`

or the way you kept my blood rushin`

No one can replace your precious heart

You know mine was always yours from the very start

No one can replace your warm embrace

My sweet love, your presence…no one can replace

"I Can Be"

I can be the sweetest person you’ve ever met

I can be the greatest lover you’d never forget

I can be the strongest woman you’ve ever known

I can be level-headed, determined and handle my own

I can be the most caring and loving person you’ve ever seen

But if you go there…I can be a b*tch and down-right mean

I can be your best friend that will always be there by your side

I can be the realest person and have nothing to hide

I can be very outgoing and adventuresome

I can be playful and just tons of FUN!

I can be the most spontaneous person you’ll ever meet

I can be the greatest dancer and move to any beat

I can be the silliest person you’ll ever see

I can be super romantic and incredibly SEXY!

Love me for ME, and you`ll be surprised from the very start

What really matters most…is what I hold deep inside my heart…

"Beautiful Nightmare"

Did this really happen?

And did this happen to me?

Sometimes when reality hits

Everything isn’t always what is seems…

Was it all a beautiful nightmare?

Or was it just one of my bad dreams?

Sometimes when we wake up

Everything isn’t always what it seems…

Was this just a test?

A test of strength in me?

Sometimes when we fall

Everything isn’t always what is seems…

Is it really over?

Could it really be?

Sometimes when we give up

Everything isn’t always what it seems…

Is it time to move on?

The right time to set free?

Sometimes when we let go

That’s the way it’s meant to be

But everything isn’t always what it seems…

"The One"

I see you looking my way and I’ve got nothing to say

Because you were the one…yes, you were the one

You try to grab my attention as if the past didn’t happen

You were the one…yes, you were the one

What makes you think that I’ll stay? When you threw it all away

You were the one…yes, you were the one

You can leave me now in peace…that chapter’s closed, it’s time for me

Because you’re not the one, no you’re not the one.

"My Heart"

No one else has my touch

No one else has my kiss

No one else has my passion

That’ll leave you in complete bliss

No one else has my body

No one else has my smile

No one else has my laugh

That you’d hear echo from a mile

No one else has my soul

No one else has my mind

No one else has my love

That’ll leave you completely blind

No one else has my heart…but you.