Find Me

Why does it all seem to fail?

Life has yet to unveil

The reasons for the fall

And why I put up a wall

Too high to climb

Too strong to break

My heart wants to feel

For Heaven’s sake

Patience is not here

Hope has been lost

Faith is around the corner

I will find it at any cost

Or it will find me…

Every day I pass the garden and there is this one rose, color so bright yet it is wilted. All of the other roses are standing up straight and are fully bloomed. I wonder why that one rose, the biggest and most beautiful one looks so beat up? Is anyone taking care of it, watering it? How can they let such a beautiful rose fade away…

Away From Me

My mind wanders to an ugly place

Now that I know I’ve been replaced

Wondering if you look at her

The way you used to look at me

Wondering if you touch her

The way you used to touch me

Wondering if you hold her

The way you used to hold me

Kissing her passionately

Leaving her breathless

Caressing her body

Every stroke endless

Imagining everything that you do

Making myself sick, feeling blue

I have my moments, I must admit

Where I’ve reached my bottomless pit

Then I realize how far I’ve come

I would never ever come undone

Out of sight, out of mind

I’ve become completely blind

I can’t see where you are

Better off that you are far

Away from me…