Love Don't Live Here

I won't let love in, it only clouds up my head
I won't let love in, I'll just have fun instead
I won't let love in, it always has a past
I won't let love in, I'm scared it won't last
I won't let love in, it's too consuming, I can't breathe
I won't let love in, I want to be free
I won't let love in, it's just not meant to be
I won't let love in, in my mind I repeat
I won't let love in.

Sometimes I want to fade away

Not caring about the days

Rotting away, nothing to show

These moments, they come and they go

Nothing lasts forever…

As he crawls through my veins
Doesn't he feel I'm alive?
The sweet warmth running through me
As if he never left my side
I am not dead, just a little wilted
Doesn't he realize?
My heart is beating, my breaths are endless
Just take a look into my eyes
The magic is there, it has never faded
Can't you hear my cries?
Or maybe they're just as silent
As my love for him
It never dies...

Find Me

Why does it all seem to fail?

Life has yet to unveil

The reasons for the fall

And why I put up a wall

Too high to climb

Too strong to break

My heart wants to feel

For Heaven’s sake

Patience is not here

Hope has been lost

Faith is around the corner

I will find it at any cost

Or it will find me…

Every day I pass the garden and there is this one rose, color so bright yet it is wilted. All of the other roses are standing up straight and are fully bloomed. I wonder why that one rose, the biggest and most beautiful one looks so beat up? Is anyone taking care of it, watering it? How can they let such a beautiful rose fade away…

Away From Me

My mind wanders to an ugly place

Now that I know I’ve been replaced

Wondering if you look at her

The way you used to look at me

Wondering if you touch her

The way you used to touch me

Wondering if you hold her

The way you used to hold me

Kissing her passionately

Leaving her breathless

Caressing her body

Every stroke endless

Imagining everything that you do

Making myself sick, feeling blue

I have my moments, I must admit

Where I’ve reached my bottomless pit

Then I realize how far I’ve come

I would never ever come undone

Out of sight, out of mind

I’ve become completely blind

I can’t see where you are

Better off that you are far

Away from me…

A Woman's Heart

We hold so much in
We let so much out
We laugh, we cry
We scream, we shout
We easily forgive
But we never forget
We give second chances
Love without regret
We give and give
We bend, we break
We bounce right back
When love's at stake
We fight 'till the end
True soldier from the start
That is the strength
of a Womans heart...