Sometimes I want to fade away

Not caring about the days

Rotting away, nothing to show

These moments, they come and they go

Nothing lasts forever…

Every day I pass the garden and there is this one rose, color so bright yet it is wilted. All of the other roses are standing up straight and are fully bloomed. I wonder why that one rose, the biggest and most beautiful one looks so beat up? Is anyone taking care of it, watering it? How can they let such a beautiful rose fade away…

A door so familiar and once so welcoming
Locks have changed; I no longer have the key
I knock but nobody answers
I call out but don’t know who I’m looking for
“Why am I here?”
I always end up right where I belong.
Right or wrong.

"I'll be the rhythm and you'll be the beat...to my heart."

"An impossible dream, to never wake up from...Reality seems too harsh for it to become...everything I've always wanted it to be."

"My Ocean is too deep for you...stick to your shallow waters..."

"It's a darkness I'm familiar with, I easily get lost yet I feel right at home..."

"You've got to have a hold of my Heart, to have a hold of ME...nothing less."

Show me the way, I've lost my direction
Please take my hand, without hesitation
I find it hard to trust, but you're all that I have
All I want to do is make it safely to dry land
Don't let me drown in this deep dark sea
I no longer have the strength I use to have inside of me
I use to swim in this ocean, riding every single wave
Now the tide's pulling me under, I need to be saved

"I've become undone, head to the gun with nowhere to run...the show's just begun."

"My Heart never beat the same again, not after you were gone. Now it only plays that unfamiliar tune, that restless song..."

"Wait for the one that knows your worth and values your heart...wait for the one that only wants to make you smile and looks past your physical and is blinded by your inner shine..wait for the one that makes you feel like the most special girl in the world and wants nothing but to share his with yours...NOTHING LESS."

Creativity

It starts throbbing, it starts aching, just longing for a taste
It’s my hunger for self-expression and it’s written all over my face
Must feed it before it starves, there is no time to waste
It brings me pleasure, fills my soul, creativity…my magical place.

‎"I've survived my past, I will survive my fear...overcoming the obstacles that are near...keep on smiling, never become undone...'my day' is sure to come."

"Real Love"

Real love can speak volumes without saying a word
Just one look into her lover’s eyes and she can be heard
Real love is secure, never has a doubt
He will fight 'till the end because he knows what he wants

REAL LOVE.

"Once a piece of your heart has been broken off, it will never feel the same again...never 100% recovered so I will try to love again, with half of my heart and the other 50% on strength alone..."

"It's more than words, it's more than actions...it's about the FEELING at that very moment that matters most and will remain embedded in your heart forever...good or bad."

"For those of you who have been through it all, experienced the fall, put up a wall but still stand tall…know that it’s never too late, always keep the faith, your true Destiny awaits, it’s the one that you create."